Opportunities

Since I was 7 I have always been very pessimistic, meaning I always see the worst in things rather than the better. This is not a good thing and many people have pointed this out to me. The reason for this is at the beginning at the summer holidays I went to my friends ice skating party. Little me thinking after 15 minutes that I was a pro, let go of the railing and skated across the ice. Bad idea, very bad idea. Basically I broke my leg (I'll save you the gory details) and had to spend the night in hospital. I hated it, I cried so much I just really did not want to be away from home. I'm always happiest at home. The only silver lining was that we had missed dinner time so my dad and sister were allowed to bring me a Dominoes but I didn't eat a single bit because I felt so sick.

Anyway! My nurse told 'always expect the worst then you will never be disappointed' this was honestly the worst advice that I've ever been given and it has stuck with me the rest of my life. I do see the logic in it but you can't live your life always expecting bad things to happen, it's no way to live! I followed that advice for so long and lived with fear of taking risks and stepping out of my comfort zone. I still do some days but I'm trying.

The point I'm trying to make is take life in your hands and go with it wherever you want to go! It's your life not anyone else's so do what you like. (To some extent, don't be stupid) Saying this as the 14 year old is a bit ironic considering I can't just pick up and go but I can start taking a few more risks!

Wish me luck!

Top 5 Things On My Bucket List

These are my top 5 things that I want to do before I die. 

Just to clarify I these aren't in order they are just 5 things that I really want to have achieved/done in my life.

1. I want to design my own house, exterior, interior everything!

 I even want to put up the flatpacks which I guarantee will be from Ikea. I have always loved designing things (not that I can draw in anyway) but I love changing things to be the way I want them. I am always moving the furniture around in my room and just recently I took apart my desks and changed it round. (I thought I had broken it but that's not the point, the aim was still there.) 

    2.   I want to meet my favourite actors and actresses of all time - this list will only grow..

• Rupert Grint!!!!!!!!! (I like him quite alot)
• Emma Watson
• Daniel Radcliffe
• Bonnie Wright
• Evanna Lynch
• Matthew Lewis 
• Tom Felton 

You get the theme ok 

• Julia Roberts
• Hugh Grant
• Amanda Seyfried 

  3.   Go to Times Square on New Years Eve and have a midnight kiss.

Ok so this is like a dream of mine even though I have never told anyone. I just think it seems so magical and romantic, (call me soppy.) The fireworks, the ball dropping, the music, all the people SOME ONE TAKE ME PLEASE. x 

  4.   Be on the west end.

So this one is a bit far fetched considering my mum and a few of my friends have told me I can sing (which I can't.) However, I have done dancing since I was 4. Ballet, Modern/Jazz and Tap so I might manage at the back (-; I have done a few shows but nothing to big.

  5.   Be comfortable with my weight.

Ok so this one is a huge one for me, seeing as, as far as I can remember I have never be comfortable with my weight. I have never been skinny and I always seen to be friends with people who have been skinny or skinnier than me. I never feel good in swimming things or tight clothing and seeing as can never seem to be healthy or exercise and I have no will power. So for now this one won't be happening.

That's it! If you read it thanks a load!

I will be posting soon if anyone wants me to (': 

BYE XXX  

 

Introduction to Blogger

Right, well I actually have no idea what I'm doing so I'm just going to wing it.

I don't even know if anyone is going to read this, so you know rambling..

I'll start with the basics, I'm a 13 girl with blonde hair and blue. I'm typically British but I hate tea and crumpets. I don't speak with an amazingly posh accents and most of the boys I know are idiots. So that's the stereotypes over with.

I'm single and I love Mcfly, One Direction, The Macabees and Ed Sheeran. I have two best friends that I some times love but sometimes they can be bitches, but it's fine because I know they feel the same about me.  I am northern but I was born in London. I have a sister who is 16 and we fight all the time (-:

There you go, boring background stuff, hope you come back to see more interesting things!

XX